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halimahjan
23 June 2011 @ 12:25 am
 Hey, I know right! It's has been quite awhile. And so here I am again, blogging.
Random.

And so, you must be wondering how am I doing? 
If anyone is still reading this dead blog. Oh well, I'm just gonna blog anyways.
I'm still alive in case you are wondering. Too bad if you thought I'm gone.
So, this post is just out of nowhere. Because you know why!
I have nothing else better to do right now. Like seriously, nothing to do.
My sister just called me a PIG. Well, I'm saying she's just jealous. 
She's working and I'm home enjoying life. ((:

So, yup. I'm home now for 2 weeks. Enjoying every seconds of my holiday.
Though I'm a lil sad because I'm left with a few days before I'm back being busy.
I'm half happy because I miss my rascals.
So what am I up too now staying at home? NOTHING basically.
I wake up at noon. I watch tv till everyone comes back from work.
Then I switch to my lappie, watch movies and videos and whatsnot till 3am.
And the routine goes on for 2 weeks.
I'm loving it!

What's so busy about in my life?
Work, which is taking my social life away. Like seriously. I spent so much time at work.
I would say workplace is my second home.
My home home, is just for me to sleep. I don't have time to watch tv, or even use the computer for leisure.
School, yup, 3 days a week. Which is crazy.
Tons of assignment and deadlines.
Sometimes I wonder, what have I got myself into.
At times, I'm on the verge of breaking down.
Who am I kidding right? So many deadlines and so many things to do.
Juggling work and school.
My work scope is madness. And on top of that I'm attending classes.
Tell me bout it!
Oh well, but at the end of the day I'm proud of myself.
I feel a sense of satisfaction being able to accomplish the things that I've spent my entire time and life on and burn midnight oil for.
Who don't right?
I got to thank the family, colleagues and friends for the support whom help me to keep going and striving in life.

Thank god, I'm still loving and enjoying what I'm doing. And will continue to.

Right now, here I am blogging back again.
Because you know why!?
I miss blogging.
I was reading through all my ancient blog posts and laughing to myself.
Reading how much I've grown and changed into what I am right now.
Well, those days of mine. It's kinda funny though.
I'm still the same carefree, talk nonsense half the time maybe lesser now, laughing out real loud person.
Maybe much mature thinking and responsible person now.
People change for the good or bad.
Like it or not? You gotta suck it up.

For other reasons, we need to pen down our thoughts.
Relieving half of the load.
Expressing our thoughts healthily.
Being writing down physically in a diary or even typing it out so people can read it.
Whatever works this days.
As long as emotions are expressed.
That's what I feel.
 




For a moment I though the whole entry was gone, when the itchy finger decide to backspace. Pheww. It's still here. 
 
 
halimahjan
16 January 2011 @ 12:26 am

First post for a new year.
Is it to late for a resolution post?
Well,its something more achievable resolution.

I definitely want this year to be a traveling year.
I ended the year 2010 and begin the year 2011 in some country out of Singapore.
That will be a good start.
Maybe instead of earning extra from holiday programme.
I shall travel.

That will be a resolution I will work hard for.




Why do I always have weird dreams?
Do they really mean something?
Twice within a week. Two days in a row.
Or am I just too exhausted from work?
Thinking about it make me think hard?
Should I start considering?
Or should I just live my life like how I normally do?
Carefree.


 
 
halimahjan
20 October 2010 @ 09:41 pm
The top priorities in life are over and done with.
So now I can enjoy the next two and three quarter months till the end of the year.
Oh yay!

I've got lots of happy things to do.
Resume my social life.

Hello friends!
I'm very busy. Not.
((:

 

 
 
halimahjan
27 September 2010 @ 12:01 am
I've got things to do. Lots of it.
Lesson plan, lesson plan and more lesson plan.
Essays and journals.
I've been staring at the blank page for a long time.
But nothing is flowing through.
Forget about it.
I might as well start on it tommorrow.
I better be.
On a happier note. I found stuffs found Dinner & Dance.
Yay! 1 thing to be strike off.
Now I have this whole week to get over and done with assignments, events and planning
and I'm free.
Less things to worry and be panic.
I wish.
 

 
 
halimahjan
02 August 2010 @ 10:40 pm

I'm so tired.
So, so tired.
Mentally and physically tired.
The past weeks,I've been doing lots of thinking.
And its making me so tired.
I just can't make a decision for every single thing.
My mind goes blank.
Affecting the people involve in it one way or another.
I've so many things to do.
I don't know where to begin.
Day in, day out.
Things are being left hanging.

I need a break.
A day to get away from everything.
Omg! Yes. Definitely.
Let's go for a getaway.
And let things go naturally.
For one thing I know, I'm bad in making decision.
It takes forever.

I'm getting more tired now, thinking about this.
I'm going to sleep now.
A getaway for a few hours, before I wake up
and start thinking about it again.
Making my heart race.
Making me feel uneasy and restless.
.And its like end of the world,
at times.